lunes, octubre 02, 2006

"someday you'll remember.. dancing in september.."

Pagmasdan ang ulan...

-kanina pa, pagang-paga na nga ang mga mata ko kakatanaw.. may tinatanaw.. matatanaw kaya?

Pagmasdan ang dilim..

-dilim sa labas.. dilim sa loob.. sa'n pa ba makakahanap ng liwanag? kung pati pores mo'y niyakap na ng uwak..?

Kasabay ng ulan..

-ang pagpatak ng pawis ko.. hindi dahil sa mainit, kundi dahill sa kaba.. isang matinding kaba.. kinakabahan kung baabalik ka pa..

Maari ba'ng minsan pa'y..

-wala nang 'minsan'.. wala nang mangyayaring 'minsan'.. dahil di na maibabalik ang panahong nagdaan..

Buhos na ulan..

-pero kung sakali sana'y dahan-dahan.. lunod na 'ko sa pangako, basang basa na sa dusa.. wag mo nang palalain pa..

Tuwing umuulan at kapiling ka..

-kailan kaya?.. pa ba?.. ayoko na.

domingo, septiembre 17, 2006

before i raised my fist up, i read this..

“I’m going to tell you a story,” said Zedka. “A powerful wizard, whowanted to destroy an entire kingdom, placed a magic potion in the well from which all the inhabitants drank. Whoever drank that water would go mad.
“The following morning, the whole population drank from the well and they all went mad, apart from the king and his family, who had a well set aside for them alone, which the magician had not managed to poison. The king was worried and tried to control the population by issuing a series of edicts governing security and public health. The policemen and the inspectors, however, had also drunk the poisoned water, and they thought the king’s decision were absurd and resolved to take no notice of them.
“When the inhabitants of the kingdom heard the decrees, they became convinced that the king had gone mad and was now giving nonsensical orders. They marched on the castle and called for his abdication
“In despair, the king prepared to step down from the throne, but the queen stopped him, saying, ‘Let us go Drink from the communal well. Then we will be the same as them.’
“And that was what they did: The king and the queen drank the water of madness and immediately began talking nonsense. Their subjects repented at once; now that the king was displaying such wisdom, why not allow him to continue ruling the country?
“The country continued to live in peace, although its inhabitants behaved very differently from those of its neighbors. And the kling was able to govern until the end of his days.”

- Zedka, Veronika Decides to Die by Paulo Coelho

viernes, agosto 18, 2006


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martes, agosto 08, 2006

may hiwaga sa loob ng ilaw..
may pangakong naghihintay sa likod ng makinang na kulay..
may hiwaga..
may pangako..

domingo, mayo 07, 2006

sandwich,vanity,sunglasses,bandana,pen, life.

i woke up one day sandwiched by the thick weaves of linen and the stinky foam that sent me to neverland a million times over as the most powerful creation in the night makes its presence felt. my senses started to speak all at once.. but i could only afford to obey one. so i pushed my eyes open, but as soon as i was able to determine the colors, i realized that i have been cradling Neil and Bob in my arms. i tried to recall the dream.. trying to remember the scenes.. if i really used the two to wipe his wets.. those wets that i can never deny.. those wets that i wished to have left evidences on my sheets.. but must i thank barney for that beaming smile that tells me how good a dreamer i am. a dream as powerful as mine can devour the hopes of an innocent. a dream as powerful as mine can ruin an eternity.
the clock says 8:45. i can already feel my professor's vibrations behind the heavenly green walls of my prison like dormitory. no time to experience necessary vanity. a pair of sunglasses and a bandana will do.
at 8:57, i started my journey to hell.
i came 3 minutes late.. which equals to a 5 point deduction.
i started pouring knowledge onto my paper.. just let the pen slide til it runs out of life.
it was me who was only an inch to losing life..

***a, next tym na kasunod.nagdugo ilong ko***

viernes, febrero 10, 2006


matapos ang aking pananahimik...

eto nanaman ako..!!!

magpopost nanaman ng kung anu-ano..!


oy, salamat nga pla kay bulitas.. :)

miércoles, octubre 05, 2005

hakbang papaawas ng impyerno

tatlong pagsusulit.
dalawang pagsasalaysay.
isang oras na tulog.
kumusta naman tayo..?